Very interesting and a little bit scary.brihaspati wrote:Talking was not actual. It was more a telepathic communication. I actually got quite angry and even in my semi-sleep, I threatened to chase "her" out - that she dares to "disturb" me and tries to scare me in a vision. Then the face changes and sort of ashamed and says that she is hungry and that no one has given her fruit. She was evening blue with a tinge of flame.
I practiced certain things in the forest near my grandparents place, and then of course saw different forms of "her". I did not use any of the stuff of the stories, such as skulls, alcohol or women. Just a fire and intense concentration. Ultimately it began to frequentlly take the form of a rather attractive woman who always appeared with her head slightly bent down and eyes not making contact, as if in shame. She would have her head partially covered but the body outline would be clearly visible through the wrapped garment. It would also give the impression of a fire burning within a bronze shell of her body. The kulaguru visiting at this time sensed the presence and said that I should not continue, as "she" was coming as "pryia" and the 7 forms in this category were almost inevitably dangerous for a 16 year old. I was also asked not to be in the house when they wanted to give offerings to "ancestors", as he said I was a repellant and scarer of spirits - (an obstacle apparently in that line of spiritual quest). The blue form has visited me from time to time but stopped after a certain date which is significant for me personally.
I have interacted with some from the Tibetan schools of Tantra. The texts are interesting but I cannot read them directly. From what i have learnt from them by probing appears to confirm what I have experienced. I will have to say, that I keep an open mind on this - neither believing nor rejecting. The texts and the practitioners should be explored with both logic and intuition (each keeping a check on the other) and there is a lot to learn and filter. I will perhaps need several lifetimes to do this!

Can you provide any link for the bolded part pls ?